The phrase "embarrassing awkward" is not a standard or commonly used expression in English. It might be a mix of two words: "embarrassing" and "awkward," but they don't combine naturally in this way.
If you're looking for a phrase that means "awkward and embarrassing," you could say:
- "awkward and embarrassing"
- "embarrassing and awkward"
- "a situation that is both embarrassing and awkward"
If you meant something else, like a specific phrase or idiom, feel free to clarify!